And i say no

Logic catches up to me then,

crouching,

puts the palms of it's hands

On the knees of my soul,

looks directly into my eyes, for understanding,

says;

"You can stop this any time you want, you know?"

I look away,
think of him,

Really think of him,

and empathically say "No!"

Because at my core, I'm positive, positive, this will

and won't work out

when the blanket that is him

Covers me entirely

Without my ability to shrug off

Any of this,

Just yet.