Being

And i remember all of it!

I remember all of it!

How awful it is human memory!

you come back to me time and again

I see you in the car

on the freeway

on our way to that art show

the one for my sister

i see you driving

i see me looking on

just trying to survive

all so complicated

nothings much has changed

so many charged emotions

wafting off out of me into oblivion

without my or your knowledge as to how to keep them inside my borders

wondering beyond wondering if this is just life

if this is just normal

seeing you not see me

seeing me not see you

and coexisting inside a simple memory, like so many like it, i relive over and over and over again

(Because at least I can see you. See you there from here how I see you now)

that nothing happened at all in

just us siting there

being