Alcohol

The best thing about alcohol is it doesn't judge you.
It just sits there and asks "Hey, do you want to feel something close to nothing?"
And the answer is always unequivocally yes, each and every time.
And then suddenly everything is a good idea.
Want to take a picture of random hanging plant outside a pharmacy?
Snap that shot!
Want to cry in a grocery store?
Go for it!
Want to pass out in a random bench in front of a shitty restaurant?
Why not!
Alcohol provides companionship, comradery, and some times  a link to the past
Alcohol has been there for me when I have no one
It's the one thing that allows me to sit in a room of people
And feel something close to... not wanting them to just leave me be (alone)