The idea of now in the least
I mean I'n by no means an even
Beginner surveyor of quantum physics
If this is what that is
But what it is is
Is the here
I am here.
The fact that I'm right here
I'm now
And this is now
And what the h do I do with the now
When no one is tormenting me?
It's as though it's easier to have the yelling
It's as though it's easier to have the yelling
To have the screaming
To have the struggle
The not knowing
The planning for the likely catastrophe
It's easier to have abuse
The fixing from one uneasy scenario to the next
Than to have a place of peace and ease
And unlikely demise
This is simply nothing I was prepared for.
