Anyways

This is who I used to be
This is who I used to be
There she is!
In that place!
In that persons car!
In that store
In that pizza place
In that house
Smoking
Talking about how he just found out, it's not cancer,
 Stroking his chest
Wondering where this was all going,
Like everything else
Feeling in control
Sure
And I sit here,
Sitting here
Not being there
nowhere near the same
Hoping of something different
That same feeling
When all the feelings I have
Is that it's all slipping away
Anyways