I simply need to keep moving.

I'm beginning to see how people are actually scared of me. And how much of an ass that makes me. I am beginning to see how unkind of a person I truly am. what little I do for society. What little I do for for my family, now days. This is not good. This is not good. I use to think I was a good person. I use to think I was smart, attractive, knowledgeable, better more sophisticated.
In all reality, I have tth skills of no one, going nowhere, and I'm an alcoholic. I simply need to keep moving.