What should I look for?

What do I look for? The glazed look in their eye? The tilt of their nose? Thin lips? A mischievous glint to the eye? What must I look for to confirm you're no good for me? Why should I care? Do I know you? Do I care? Why am  I obsessed when we don't even share a word? Am I the one? Do I have thin lips, a glint in my eyes and a glazed expression? I don't understand any of this and can't get it all out of my head just the same. Because I can't distinguish anymore. I can't do this. I can't color code the world into categories of alright and not alright when I'm begging just to be color blind! And I'm far from it no matter how much in between I am myself through it all.