Beholden

You're worth more than tears and breadcrumbs.

Logic: My literal job is to hopefully,  hopefully to help you avoid some seriously bad, future problems.

Heart and rest of body: F*** off.

Logic: Sounds about right!

Being screwed

If I'm going to be screwed,

Bring on being screwed!

I'm going to be the hottest,

Fastest,

Most motivated 

Screwed person out there!

And I'll f****** win the being screwed game!

Dear Gut

Dear gut,

What are your feelings?

Gut: soon,

Me: soon?!

Gut: soon.

Me: Okay we'll play songs that signify changes are about to happen.

~Me

I know it's irrational dear

But let's tuck this side in here

Hide this cord

Button this up

Take this out

Put this aside

Smile

And move on

You forgot something sir

Have you ever met someone

You just wanted to rip your heart out 
And hand it to them
Shout
Here!
It's obviously yours!
So take it with you when either of us goes 
The security cameras have been turned off,
The guard sent home.
Please take your stolen goods
And leave my store with what's rightfully yours.

It was priceless to me, by the way

But useless inside me beating in two.

Move

Move

No 

I'd rather

 Be shushed 

Sleeping inside this whisper of

A useless melody

That will take me to h#$&

In my own arms 

With my ability to withstand this

Clinging to the desire to Continue 

because I "love him"