3/20/2022

A plunge and flight

Do birds in learning and in flying on a daily basis at some point think about that flight is acceptance of the ability in/and possibility of plunging to their own death? Because it's there. A plunge and then a wind taking their wings and their bodily mechanics taking over. But there is a plunge.A plunge that would give a human being death. Or do birds just accept this and fly anyways? All this being irrational, of course. Birds are driven and operate 1000% by innate instinct and don't really think as we think. But the crust of it's there. Their ability to fly on a daily basis is based on their ability to accept the possibility of death.

What really fascinates me is there it is, physically before my eye-- now that it's spring, everyday I watch them take off from this huge tree right outside my window. There is a plunge! There's always a plunge. There's something in that plunge. There's something in that plunge that is both magical, graceful, spiritual and altogether... fascinating. Because there is always a plunge and then flight. A plunge and flight.

2/24/2022

All the energy, everything in the universe does not go wasted

My 7th grade science teacher said everything in the universe, all the energy, everything in the universe does not go wasted. All the energy in the universe is consumed, used, spent, dissipated, evaporated, melted, washed away, becomes a liquid gas or solid and does not expire, disappear or leave. All of it stays. And then some dip sh** had to go and say something immature to the magic he just explained "Even farts?!" And he said "Especially farts!" Or something like that. But it doesn't go away. I just keep going on and on about that lately and i just don't know why.

2/12/2022

 I may mean nothing  to you, but I mean a lot to me

2/11/2022

Blocked

Dogs: 

This side's blocked. But this side, is my new favorite way of entering your room. Even though the other side of your room is completely accessible--like I said, this is my new favorite way of entering your room. 

SOOO... if you'd please take the many hints I've given, such as approaching the blocked side while whining and looking your way, (all in front of said blocked area,) and PLEASE unblock it, I'll reward you by using the side that wasn't blocked to begin with, anyways.

2/05/2022

There's a problem

There's a problem when you start treating people like they're numbers, instead of people. They start to do what numbers do best, they start adding and SUBTRACTING.

2/02/2022

He focused on what mattered

It was as though he was above the food, floating, (TRULY FLOATING!) entertaining hosts of his soul, instead of hosts of his job. That's what I liked most about him, his ability to continuously, float above the fray of the bull S*** of all this. He focused on what really mattered.

1/23/2022

What I wrote in my jounral at the start of this job

I can't - You have though
It's not possible- Can others do the same thing?
It's not sustainable - Have you tried hard enough?
It will always be like this - Has anything 'always been like this'?
I want more - What have you done for yourself?
I can't move - Move!
It's too hard - What have you tried to get done?
I don't want to - Do you have a choice?

You get what you give and if you give two f$%*# ' s, WELL....