Will tea time fix this?

No.

Will buying things fix this?

No.

Will reading fix this?

No.

Will listening to music fix this?

Slightly, but still no.

Will I be able to fix this?

I don't think so.
i mean, so far I haven't been able to find a way. So...,

No.

Will God fix this?

I have a strong gut feeling,

Yes.

 I slipped but I'm sober now.

 There is no lock on my heat

The door is wide open

There was nothing here to start

They took everything before my first words were spoken

I feel like i'm walking around in all the things you said.

Just Like F***** You

I'ts that point you get in your life

When you say:

"You know what?!"

I'm not sorry.

I'm in existence,

I'm here.

And I'm not sorry.

I'm not sorry I survived

Not anymore.

I try

You try

I'm not perfect.

But I'm here

Making the best of it,

Just like F****** you.

I think the biggest things that depression and anxiety do to you is A) try to convince you you're not a person, or not the person you know you are and B) be extremely selfish while you feel feelings that are ultimately illusions.

Dear me,

All the bad sh** that happened to you, 

Is not, will not be the most important part of your story