Stranger: Hi, it's seems like you have a lot of problems, what are you prepared to do about them all?
Me: Get drunk, watch a lot of useless online gifs, videos, then message and or stalk random people from my past who can't ultimately positively affect my current situation in life.
Stranger: Solid plan for a loser.
Me: ;)

I care

They care
I'm sure they care,
They care all the time,
Look at them God da## caring!
They're caring up the place!
They're, there,
Right there!
There over there caring right now!
They care so much....
Those F**** caring people,
They break my F**** heart.
See,
I care too.
I care so much!
Oh!
See me caring over here!
Why don't you notice my caring!
Hey,
You,
Over there
F###### notice my caring...
So my caring..
It's not the same as their caring...
Is it?
No,
and in fact,
They don't actually care,
Because I'm just a tool,
A F****** tool,
That, uh, well, here's the embarrassing part,
Actually f**** cares....

Eh

I'm so sorry I care!
I'm so sorry I loved you!
I'm so sorry I checked up on you!
I'm so sorry I knew you
Existed
Still, in fact exsist
I'm so sorry you once knew me
That I'm a sh#% stain on your memory
I'm so sorry I'm ____
I'm so sorry I love you.
I'm so sorry I adore you
At one pointed looked into your
Blue eyes
Your brown eyes
At your blonde head
Felt your gut against mine
Held your hand in mine
Talked to you
Laughed with you
Knew you
Wanted to see you
Was near you
Even breathed in the same breath at the same moment you
Sighed
No
I'm not sorry
Because I'm still alive
And I still love you
I lie
and have lied
But my lips have never touched yours
So aren't you the lucky one,
eh?

Someone

I know this guy
I love this guy
I've hugged this guy
I've listened to this guy sing
I wanted to be with this guy
This guy is thousands of miles away
Just to get to this guy I would have to pay half my pay check
Ever cent would be worth it though
I want to be near this guy
Nothing about this is worth it.
Nothing.

You ever look at a picture and say
"That's not me."
Because the you that you thought would be captured by any working camera
Would capture a creatue so decrepidict......

You

All these spans of mininutes
You tell me now
You tell me I can't do that
You tell me I can't do that
You tell me I can do that,
Yes I can in fact do something
I just want to please you
And in effect
I want that pleasing to fill the void
The void we both know is there
The void no one speaks of
And yet so many do
And then they tell you to STFU
And in the end of the day,
In the end of your life
You realize compasssion was the real key
Maybe
when it was all maybes
And mixtures of compassion
with too many periodes of ureliable happiness
And annoyance/

Tocay

Quiet down you awful thoughts
You may be awful
You may be caught
A thousands legions
I have yet to walk
I think right into you
The one I fought.
Fuck all
Fuck some
The way it is
IT'S ALWAYS BEEN DONE
Leave me be
The only presnt I want
Fuck off now,
to say
to talk,
The way I am
is only
'Or so I've been taught'