Tell them with your actions that you accept them
Tell them with their words that you don't judge them
No matter how many rolls of fat extrude their pants
No matter how many times you have to say it over and over
No mater how many things they know or don't know
No mater how they're dressed
What language they speak
Or don't speak
Tell them you know what they need
Even if you don't
Take the time
When you don't have it
Even if you do have it
Don't judge them if they see right through you
Treat them like anyone else
Even if they have a hole in their throat
A claw for an arm
A wheel chair for legs
A shake for a move of the hands
DO NO JUDGE
DO NOT STARE
Treat them like you know what you're doing
Because they think,
Like we all think
They know what they're doing
Because even if you don't have to be they way they are
Know that someday you could
And if you have been
Where they are
DON'T JUDGE
Because that was you once

MY DOG JUDGES ME SO HARD.

I just want what everyone else has

And I don't thing that costs a lot of money
I don't think I'd have to be a lottery winner
I just want a house
Stability
Something with wallpaper
And a window seat
Somewhere where I'm not afraid of illness
Somewhere were I can see a doctor for just a cold
I just want what everyone else has
Because it looks like whatever one else has
is peace

Everyone hates you, ____ just smile.

The point is that I could do all this to my body,
Just not do anything at all.
Just live exactly as I see fit
I could in fact
Just not give a
Then just live
Take every right given to the max of the human knowledge
And abuse the rights  given from one human to another,
I could take this and that
Leave nothing,
Without remorse,
I could do all this, without a care.
Live and live and live until I die.
Or I could try
And fail
And be hated
And still have to smile
Still have to try
Still have to be patient,
Still have to be understood,
Still have to wait,
Still have to give,
Still have to trust,
Still have to talk it through,
Still have to show up on time,
Still have to pay all my debts,
Still have to leave a tip,
To shave,
Bath,
Brush my teeth,
Pick up after myself, even when no one is watching
Still have to be generous,
To be loving,
And still be hated
Or I could just do nothing
And be loved, falsely, maybe
Be ruthless
Die friendless
And be very, very, very much out of love with myself
Or I could just be hated
Be truly, truly be misunderstood
And have to smile anyways
Because there's nothing else to do when you're that hated
Which is where I'm at now

You can't keep running

You can't keep running just because this situation sucks.

But I like running.
I've become good at running.
I save to run.
I plan to run.
I write eloquent emails just so I can run in two weeks.
I make the best snap decisions in my life when I finally decide to run.
I love running.
Running feels so real, so nice, so happy, so complete, so now.
Running makes me so happy.

But running brought you here. You're not happy.

Don't you see? All I have to do is run again.

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth.

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth
Kept in the corners of a forgotten pocket

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth
In these depths too chosen to remember
That I live in this moment
Just this moment

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth.

Just Sayn'

Dear World,

There are so, so many popular songs that back up this bad decision. Just so you know.

Sincerely,


M______ e