You can't keep running

You can't keep running just because this situation sucks.

But I like running.
I've become good at running.
I save to run.
I plan to run.
I write eloquent emails just so I can run in two weeks.
I make the best snap decisions in my life when I finally decide to run.
I love running.
Running feels so real, so nice, so happy, so complete, so now.
Running makes me so happy.

But running brought you here. You're not happy.

Don't you see? All I have to do is run again.

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth.

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth
Kept in the corners of a forgotten pocket

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth
In these depths too chosen to remember
That I live in this moment
Just this moment

I remember you like a silken, soft cloth.

Just Sayn'

Dear World,

There are so, so many popular songs that back up this bad decision. Just so you know.

Sincerely,


M______ e

Find ex boyfriend
Because think of ex boyfriend
While think of
Good idea
To have
Much wine
With bottled skinny girl margirta
At
Too early of evening
TO BE THIS DRUNK
Wine must have been blessed
Found said boyfriend
Social media you goddess
F****
Ex has new girl
Skinner, prettier
Okay
F* Skinny girl Margarita
Happy trails
Former dude
At least have audioslave
F*** yeah like a stone.

We have smiling, knowing eyes we share
But not today
Only on remembrance.

Whatever fills the hole

Whatever fills the hole: I get upset when you use me for what you shouldn't  be using me for.
Me: I personally get upset when you're gone, I can't get to you, or anytime I'm halfway through using you, and when there's just enough of you left to say you're nearly gone.
Whatever fills the hole: You're living an unhealthy life style.
Me:  Life is too unfair, right now, to live a healthy one!
Whatever fills the hole: More than just me worries about you.
Me: You'e gone, I'm upset. I'm getting more of you. Be right back.

Hi

So, since I've gotten here
My phone has sizzled out and died
I've gotten the wrong phone so I can't text
Or texting takes FOREVER
Because the phone is from an early 2000 model
Where you have to poke and poke and poke
Until you get the right letter to appear
So I scream in my head
YES, it's an S, that's I wanted!
Oh, and all that sizzling ruined all the contacts in my phone
Then I had a sheering pain in the left side of my month
While I tried to sleep
That ended being a wisdom tooth
A WISDOM TOOTH
A WISDOM TOOOOOOTTTHHHHH
Rotting away.
So 300 or some odd dollars I get that taken out on Tuesday.
Then I find out the buses here kinda suck
The people are kinda scary
I kinda hate it here
And fear the winter.
I have no decent bar just down the road
And I want to stick my head in a bay of hey
Milk some cows for minimum wage
While me and my dog sleep in the barn.