What I'm doing now

It's now sort of an analysis of the bullsh** of the world.

An analysis of what people do

And why.

Realizing what I do 

and why

Not really an observer of my own life

Still of course lost
Hoping to be Part of the 'fold'

Being still on the more than perimeter,

But very much not so much hoping

Or betting,

but Knowing

That the truth is there

Listening 

No longer for a laugh

But listening and talking now

To be heard
For real

Seen
For real

And kind of, kind of, kind of knowing what is truly going on

Hoping to not just be an observer of my own life.