1/30/2019

she looked at them with a petulant child look, but she was all grown up
and given a job with people who reminded her of her parents
whom she didn't entirely agree with
but did the job in an automatic functionality of performance
based on the only knowledge she had:
that of listening with an obstinate authenticity 
lacking in any sort of enthusiasm
as though her thoughts that she possible knew better (but did not)
were hard to keep from her face
if she tried at all.

1/26/2019

Just for you

I know I'm such a downer
Just for you
It has nothing to do with my philosophy
The way I've lived my life
The things I've seen'
The things I've heard
The things I've read
I know I"m such a downer,
Just for you
So, I'll just change magically,
Within these few seconds
For this fleeting moment
In your fleeting eyes
That will fleetingly
But just like me
So I'm not a downer
Just for you
That grocery store floor 
Reminded her that
Any dirty floor
Was a place anyone
Could culr up into pockets of life
Bite sized
Trival
And die