Want to see my apartment?

Lets go to my place.
IE: lets have sex
Lets let me do exactly all
Of what I want to do
Let me show you my world
Without really letting you in
Even if i like you,
You know this wont last
Not as long as long as you are so unquestionable compliant
I like and hate that.
I will take you, if you let me
But I wont make a thing of it if you won't
Because I'm not going to call you either way.

To walk away

Sometimes
A Lot of times
I want to call him
And put my two hands over his cute, pump cheeks
And look into his eyes
And say everything I should have said
But he's not the him that I think he is
He's some construction I've edited in my mind
Of exactly the person I wanted him to be
Because all I wanted was something different
Something more lasting
A boyfriend
And I got one
And I hurt him
I hurt them all
And I would continue to hurt them
Semi amuse them
Take advantage of them
Scare them
Reject them
Because everyone loves rejection'
If I didn't just stick to what I've been sticking to all along
Which is to walk away.